Missed Anniversary
None of those few that know about my castration even took note and mentioned anything about my "anniversary." I realize that it was not an anniversary to celebrate, but an anniversary anyway. It has now been a little over a month since my testicles were forcibly removed from me. http://thegelding.blogspot.com/
As you can see from my previous postings on this blog, I intended to post my on-going adventure with Joe & Rhea. At first I was going to post their messages to me as well as mine to them. But I eventually concluded that might be some sort of violation of their privacy, so I have only posted my messages to them, and then only some of those.
But our back & forth messages have ceased now anyway. I think it is because of one of two reasons - either Joe found out about my messaging his wife behind his back and put a stop communication with me, or Joe & Rhea were the same person and in actuality Joe was only messing with me. At times their wordings in their messages were very similar. Whatever is the case, it seems to be over.
I am taking two medications that are intended to produce a sex drive in me once again. And it seems I am finally having some limited results. About once a week, or sometimes it takes two weeks, I feel myself getting sexually excited. And if I mess with it enough, my penis becomes a little engorged - not flaccid as usual, but not truly an erection. I get to where I want to look at porno, and start to have desires - like really wanting to rape someone, or get someone pregnant.
But usually somewhere along this point Muriel realizes what is happening, and the next thing I know I am on my hands & knees, looking down at the little bowl she uses to collect my fluids. At she works the prostate massager in me I try very hard to not let myself go, but eventually a tickle of fluid begins, and then a steady small stream drains into the bowl. When Muriel thinks she has collected enough, she takes the fluid and coats her nipples for me to suck off - that part I like. But any fluid she does not use I have to drink. The worst part is that after she finishes milking me, I am no longer interested in sex - my thoughts & desires are gone for at least another week.
Muriel seems to be taking my fluid more frequently recently, and more methodically. This bothers me, as I recall when Melanie was doing that to me - and steadily weakening me in the process!
As you can see from my previous postings on this blog, I intended to post my on-going adventure with Joe & Rhea. At first I was going to post their messages to me as well as mine to them. But I eventually concluded that might be some sort of violation of their privacy, so I have only posted my messages to them, and then only some of those.
But our back & forth messages have ceased now anyway. I think it is because of one of two reasons - either Joe found out about my messaging his wife behind his back and put a stop communication with me, or Joe & Rhea were the same person and in actuality Joe was only messing with me. At times their wordings in their messages were very similar. Whatever is the case, it seems to be over.
I am taking two medications that are intended to produce a sex drive in me once again. And it seems I am finally having some limited results. About once a week, or sometimes it takes two weeks, I feel myself getting sexually excited. And if I mess with it enough, my penis becomes a little engorged - not flaccid as usual, but not truly an erection. I get to where I want to look at porno, and start to have desires - like really wanting to rape someone, or get someone pregnant.
But usually somewhere along this point Muriel realizes what is happening, and the next thing I know I am on my hands & knees, looking down at the little bowl she uses to collect my fluids. At she works the prostate massager in me I try very hard to not let myself go, but eventually a tickle of fluid begins, and then a steady small stream drains into the bowl. When Muriel thinks she has collected enough, she takes the fluid and coats her nipples for me to suck off - that part I like. But any fluid she does not use I have to drink. The worst part is that after she finishes milking me, I am no longer interested in sex - my thoughts & desires are gone for at least another week.
Muriel seems to be taking my fluid more frequently recently, and more methodically. This bothers me, as I recall when Melanie was doing that to me - and steadily weakening me in the process!
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